Fear

My worst childhood fear was sleeping or even being in the dark. I hated just sitting in the dark, like if I was watching T.V. and my mother said it was time to go to bed and turned it off before I could turn a light on I would almost be in tears. If my room would ever be really really dark then I would have to get up and turn my T.V. on because I could not handle being in the dark. If for some reason my power went out and I knew before I went to sleep I would just lay in my bed staring at the door scared for my life. To this day I’m still feared for my life of the dark and have to sleep with my T.V. on or I’ll freak out!!

I Hate My Job

If I had a job that I absolutely hated from my teen years, it’d have to be doing the laundry for my mom. I hate doing the laundry for her because I can never do it to her standards. I get so bored I mean think about it if I had to have a dry cleaning store as I grew up I would literally hate my life. I don’t think I could every stand being in that situation. More than likely I would mess up other peoples clothes, and then get yelled at because I’m not good enough to do their laundry just like my mother tells me. So hopefully I plan my life right to never be stuck in that situation of having such a sucky job or I will not be to enthused.

Dear Future Child

Dear child of mine,

I hope you turn out well. I want you to be a confident little kid, and don’t let the bullies put you down. There will be a lot of hard and frustrating times I’m just going to tell you that right now. I know if you’re my child I’ll you through it but I want you o know life won’t be easy. I hope you stay out of the bad trouble drugs, drinking and other things. Your first love will break your heart but you’ll survive. Just remember don’t get too caught up in the first person you meet because I don’t want to see you get yourself in a bad situation such has having a baby inside yourself. I hope you are just as athletic and out going as I was. I hope you have a better time at school than I ever had and that you are smart and a safe little child! :]

Love you’re mom